supposed former

It's been a while.

I honestly forgot about this blog, I forgot about a lot of things but here I am on Father's Day again because I woke up this morning and suddenly remembered all about this blog, all about the things I have been working so hard to forget.

I have been completely lost without my pain as a compass, temporarily consumed into social anxiety and self-loathing as I gain and gain and gain weight and spin hopelessly towards nothing.

I wonder if I will ever amount to anything. I don't think so.